My greatest idol and celebrity crush has been John Boyega for quite some time. From his acting, to his smile, to his activism, to his rockin’ bod, he deserves the best in every area of his life. And that is why, despite my admiration and low-grade obsession for him, I’m going to be the bigger person here and say that it’s best we’re not dating.
Although I’m sure he’d take one for the team and date me, I simply won’t let that happen. Jon deserves better than that.
I’m not stupid; I know John Boyega is very well out of my league. Have you seen his smile? His laugh?? Anyways, he is very attractive and I just don’t think John and I would be able to sustain a healthy relationship if I’m constantly aware that he is the infuriating combination of perfect and relatable. I am bound to get jealous or act out because I live in Ohio and work in marketing. Frankly, I just don’t have it in me to be the cool girl he should be dating.
Also, I think I need to figure out what hairstyle actually works for me. And maybe a skincare routine that will actually work. And I would definitely need to establish a healthy exercise routine. The girl John Boyega deserves definitely has that all figured out.
There are other standards of a relationship that John Boyega just deserves outright that I am not in a place to provide for him. For example, I am very aware that my communication skills need some working on. I hesitate to be honest about my feelings, and I can get defensive during conflict. John deserves someone who knows how to communicate in a healthy way without being stressed. That is just not where I am, so dating randos off Tinder is where I’ll be until I get there (if ever).
I really hope one day to be worthy of John Boyega. I don’t expect him to wait for me, but I know that somewhere out there is a girl who’s as beautiful, secure, and emotionally healthy for John. As they say, if you love someone, you have to be willing to let them go. And that is exactly why I’m letting Jon go his own way to find true love. It’s literally the least I can do for him.
