When you’re young, you really think you have an idea about how your life is going to go. All those hopes and dreams seem as achievable as anything. But as you get older, you realize how unpredictable life can be – therein lies the beauty of this thing called life. Life itself is a beautiful mystery, as is all of this discharge on my underwear.
As someone who has been through it all myself, I can tell you that the sooner you accept that change is unavoidable, the happier you’ll be. The love of your life might show up unexpectedly, kind of like this discharge. It’s different from other discharge I’ve had in the past in that it’s a new color…do you know if that’s bad?
You may try to make sense of why you’re here on this Earth, but face it: you’ll probably never have an answer. Similarly, you may try to understand why every time you sit down to pee you find a new layer of vaginal mucus coating your underwear and you’ll never know why – not even after the sweet release of death. I definitely have no idea why this discharge looks the way it does. Some things must remain a mystery!
Maybe I have a yeast infection.
I guess the only certainty in life is uncertainty. Free yourself from feeling like a failure if things go differently from how you imagined. Maybe you imagined having clean underwear without yellow stains all over it from the last time you excreted vaginal fluids. Or maybe you imagined someday figuring out what this smell is and whether it’s time to see a doctor.
To all the women out there struggling to trust the universe, I get it. I’ve been there. I used to worry my discharge was abnormal, but now I’ve just accepted it as another mystery life will throw at me. What kind of discharge will come out of me today? Who’s to say… We’ll just have to wait and see.