After a whirlwind romance followed by three wonderful years of marriage, I learned that my husband was having an affair. I was shocked, angry, and confused. What did she have that I didn’t have? Luckily, I was able to find out and make peace with it–by fucking her on my own.
Now, I know you’re thinking that I did this to “get back at him”. I didn’t have sex with Nikki out of some sort of convoluted ploy for revenge, even though that is technically what happened. I fucked her simply because I needed to move past this terrible point in my marriage.
Now, I can finally sleep at night.
Unbeknownst to my husband, I pretended to run into her at the grocery store, asked her if she wanted to get coffee, then followed up for a second date for drinks, and brought her back to my place. But once Nikki and I were alone, my mind was focused on saving my marriage. I thought about how much I love my husband, took a deep breath, and went on to have the greatest sex of my life with the person who fucked my husband.
About six hours into it, I felt something change within me. I was able to let go of jealousy. I was able to let go of anger. I was able to give a woman an orgasm in under five minutes. I liked this new me!
When I told my husband about my tryst, he was confused. He kept saying things like, “What?” and “Why did you do that? I thought we were trying to move on.” But after hours talking about our future and our goals, we started to move on. Now that his experience with Nikki was something we could share, our relationship felt stronger than ever.
If you’re suffering from a broken heart, you have a choice. You can give up and walk away, or you can work hard to put yourself in your partner’s position–even if that position is horizontal in a bed with another naked woman. Marriage takes work; but in the end, it’s worth it!
